Mikibaby94

Hello to those who are still lurking around me, and to those who said, "Fuck her Im out" ((its a joke)), Id like to thank you for so much support over the years and even the years I havent been on. Tbh, Im still wry of coming back to this site. Id like to share all kinds of stuff, but this site kinda brings back old memories that seem very very distant right now. TMNT next gen was a real big thing for me, got me a lot of my beautiful watchers and led me to meet or rekindle some stuff with my friends, so it was the most fun time I had on this site. Id like to get into it more, but it just feels lonely with it being only me these days. So, ins

   Greetings my fellow watchers, Im sorry I havent been active that much, with the story and all, I just felt no passion for it. Ive also been busy. Driving, tending to my recovering mother and watching my sisters three kids. On my off days Im so exhausted that I just have no motivation to write, or draw. Usually my motivation is focused on exercise. But considering my ankle Ive been trying to die down on being so active, now Im debating on doing another rewrite of the next gen or something to keep my mind off of the demons in my head. Ive also been going through depression since a guy decided to get my hopes up only to crush them four mont

It sucks when I get this way. I wanna write, but nothing comes into mind. I am in need of starting the second draft of Part ten of the next gen, but i cant feel my way into it as I used to. Maybe cause my friends are into different things so theres really no motivation? Or just whats been going on in my life thats distracting as hell. I honestly dont know, I just wish my writing mojo would come back. I hate not being active on my DA as I used to be, I cant stand not being productive and watching mindless youtube all the time. Help me? Give me some ideas guys, I know Im shitty for not throwing content, but dang I just cant get motivated at a

HURRICANE MICHAEL Okay so I keep getting updates while staying with my bio father in Fort Walton. My dad just texted me that gulf power were working on the power at my house, 95% of bay county ((my county)) should get restored. Water is getting restored buuuut still not 100% Im praying to get something done before I get back. But who knows. I just gotta hope and pray. LIFE UPDATE This is the most stressed I've been, but thankfully its getting better as time keeps passing. Im just reminding myself all the time that this is only temporary and soon good will come of this. I feel like a shitty daughter for leaving my mother behind, shes sti

Hello my lovely watchers! Its been a long time since you've heard from me Im sure. Well theres a good reason for that. A hurricane hit my hometown pretty hard, A tornado struck my house and neighborhood. Luckily noone was hurt, and my house is...semi decent lol. But sadly I wont have power for at the most two months I hope. Only reason I am able to make this journal is due to migrating away for a week and then Im back to being back home, hopefully we do relocate to somewhere better. So if you dont hear from me for another good while, thats why, and it kills me for being gone so long. I wanna continue next gen, but my brain is blocked more a